iT's a WoNdErFuL FeEL!nG...

It’s the voice that drifts me away…
It’s the smile that melts my heart…
It’s the laugh that keeps my heart pounding…
It’s the eyes that make me give in…

A glimpse of him from a distant,
I’d daydream for hours.
Even for days.
Let alone if he was with me,
Talking to me,
Smiling at me…
Laughing with me…
With his eyes fixed on me…

What a wonderful feeling could it be…

YoU & i...

I am what I am
I can’t be what I’m not
You have no right to push me to be like you
And I,
I have no right to push you to be like me.
So, let’s just accept each other
the way we are,
without being hypocrites,
without talking behind each other’s back.
We can actually be together even if we are different.
Similarities are not compulsory,
But honesty is…

HuRm...

What do you think?
They look alike, don't they?
=)

HaVe u, HaVe U NoT?

Have you ever heard of this song before? Have you ever watched this clip?
I was introduced to this song during a training programme in PD.
Makes me realize the things i haven't.
So, take a close-up-and-personal look at the words.
Don't forget to watch the clip 'coz there's something extra inside =)



Look around yourselves
Can’t you see this wonder
Spreaded infront of you

The clouds floating by
The skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits
The moon and the sun
Such perfect harmony

Let’s start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Look inside yourselves
Such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves
Running in your veins
What about anger love and pain
And all the things you’re feeling
Can you touch them with your hand?
So are they really there?

Lets start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us?
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..?
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

When a baby’s born
So helpless and weak
And you’re watching him growing..
So why deny
Whats in front of your eyes
The biggest miracle of life..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look quiet we’ll see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Open your eyes and hearts and minds
If you just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Allah..
You created everything
We belong to You
Ya Robb we raise our hands
Forever we thank You..
Alhamdulillah..

Artist: Maher Zain
Album: Thank You Allah
Copyright: Awakening Records 2009

SeCReT aDm!ReR

It’s not about me having a secret admirer, No
It’s about me being a secret admirer.
Well, I admire a lot of people.
But this one, it’s extraordinary.
How extraordinary it is, you may ask.
Owh, nothing much.
It’s just that she’s a friend =)
What I like about her?
Her working style, lifestyle, whatever-style…
But the one that I envy is her command of English.
I wish I was that good in English.
It’s not that I’m ungrateful with what I have, No.
I just want to move to a better place.


There’s nothing wrong in that, isn’t it?
She inspires me, really.
I realize I may not level with her,
But I’m gonna try!
It’s worth the shot.

c.m.i.u.c

If you watch this movie, can you please not just watching it for pleasure?
Take note of the lessons in the story.
I’m really moved by it.
He was innocent, but somehow, life forces him to become what he is.
He’s just a kid, ruined by what happens in his family.
He’s even a genius who can pass an exam by studying just for two weeks!

My point is:
They might be bad people,
Or at least look like ones.
Perhaps it’s not what they ask for.
They lose control whatsoever.
Just don’t give them a disdainful look in an instant.
Understand them first.
But it’s not applicable all the time, right?
That’s why we say life is not that easy!!!

WheN mR.SloPPy PaYs a V!sit

I really hate the look of my room right now. Messy-very messy!!! Uncomfortable!!! As much as I want to make it disappear, I can’t. I just can’t. I have to bear with this messiness for a day or 2, at least. Arghhhh!!!!

I wake up everyday,
thanking Allah for giving me a chance,
to live for one more day.

I live every single day,
enjoying the luxury showered from above.

I thank Allah for keeping me healthy,
I thank Allah for the air I breathe,
I thank Allah for the eyes to see,
I thank Allah for the bad things that happened to me,
for they evolve me into a better person.
I thank Allah for granting me
with the best mother one would ask for,
I thank Allah for sending him to me,
I thank Allah for everything He gave me,
and for what He is going to give.

I lie awake,
reflecting myself on what I’ve done
in returning Allah’s favour.
But of course, what I did is not enough
to pay for everything He has given me.

I fall asleep every night,
hoping that I’ll be given another chance
to live another beautiful day…

a dReaM ComEs TruE...

I laughed at the humour,
I saddened at the heart-wrenching moments.

My eyes stuck to the cute, baby-faced man,
Every day I longed for him, more and more.

When it came to its end, I wished it never would,
Alas!
‘All good things must come to an end’, they say.

For years I crave,
For years I wonder,
‘Will I ever get to see him again?’

Now that Youtube is my best friend,
It makes mostly anything possible,
And now, I can laugh again,
And weep if I’d like to,
So,
Thanks my friend,
For cheering me up again.

WhaT a BeaUtY...!

~click on the pic for a bigger view~
(Happily N'Ever After screencaps)

SaRanG...

When she told me about how things get started between them, I can’t help myself from recalling our past memories – how we got started, what happened afterwards, how the feelings were shown…When I come to think about it, I realize that they ARE after all, one of the most beautiful things that ever happened to me. Honestly. This realization makes me realize something else. That maybe we are really meant to be together. I pray.

Does he ever think of this?

WheN aN aMateuR D!d HeR MoV!e ReVieW...

We are presented with modern snow white who loves to party!

But still, it is based on the fairy tale we’ve always heard, just a twist here and there.

The apple gets Snow White hypnotized and say bad things ‘bout others under her unconscious mind.

This later makes her run into the woods.

And her ‘journey’ ensues…

Sw!t oLd DaYz R GoOd oLd DaYs...

Sometimes, these days, I wish I could be back to the sweet old days. I miss those days very much.

Once, I had the bestest friend ever where we shared most of our interests-westlife, late night tvs and we even shared our bed. Like any other best friends, we also fought (mouth-foughts). We fought over tv programmes (I wanted to watch this, she wanted to watch that and the tv was only 1!). We fought over the use of bathroom (why did she take too long etc etc…). We didn’t speak for a period of time when that happened. It was that bad. But when we were back together, it was the greatest time together. Now that she’s married with 2 children (it’s gonna be 3 a few months later), I lost my bestest friend. Well, it’s not a total lost coz I’m still close to her. But, there’s no more the same passion for Westlife or tvs. She’s too busy with her life now, with her children, her family and work…

I would say that the day she was married was the end of our togetherness. *sob sob*

But life must go on!

Things happen for a reason… And they are destined to happen. How it affects us is another story…

W!sH!nG u a VeRy eP! NeW YeaR ;-)

AZAM is something that is always associated with new year celebration. Is it wrong if someone ~say, me?~ does not have one? I'm afraid to have one coz i'm afraid of the commitments that follow. Yeah, i'm such a wuss, a coward, and a visionless citizen!


Wait, wait, wait!!! I do have AZAM (with -s) I suppose. They would be:

1) to graduate with a big grin on my face =)
2) to have my own family. ~Hohoho~

BUT, above all,

I WOULD LIKE TO MAKE MY MUM HEPI :-)